O.M.G.

I'm well excited for tonight!!
We picked my birthday cake up this morning, it's GORGEOUS.
Lara is on her way, just need to go to Asda and get some new bras them i'm all good to come home and get ready!!
Kayleigh wont curl my hair for me though :(. She's so mean.

sooo fricken pissed.

Why is it that my best friend neglects to tell me things about her life which I consider to be rather important? I mean, I tell my friends pretty much everything, but she can't share anything good with me? I never get to find out when she goes on holiday, when she has a boyfriend, when she's going to a concert... they are all things that you'd tell your friends, right? You'd probably even tell random people on social networking sites too, so why not tell the person who is supposed to be your best friend? Am I overreacting??

PS; 2 weeks til my birthday

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Today sucks quite a lot.

It's Lewis's funeral today. I don't quite know what's "right" to say about a funeral, but I hope everyone is ok.

I wanted to make an effort with my dad today. I'd planned to meet him at the shopping centre so I could get him a Father's Day present seeing as I had no money when it was actually Father's Day. Well, he complained because he asked for something I couldn't afford. Then he picked a CD set thing that he wanted, I bought it and he asked for the reciept. So he's blatantly going to copy the CDs, then take it back for a refund. As soon as i'd given them to him, he said "Right, I'm off home, see you later". Nice.

I always say i'm never going to do anything for him again because of things like this, but I still do because I feel I should. Because I'm not a bad person and I'm not a bad daughter. But times like this make me wish I didn't bother. I know he'll be straight on the phone to his "girlfriend" telling her all he got was a set of CDs for Father's Day. Nothing I do will ever be good enough and the sooner I realise that, the better.

Me and Kayleigh took Bethany to softplay this afternoon. She met a friend and they followed eachother around. The little girl was adorable, telling us her mum was the one "over there wearing a green top, she's a little bit different" haha. It was so cute. Bethany pulled a boys t-shirt and the little girl told her if she said sorry Bethany might even be able to go to her house, if her mammy lets her.

My mum was taken into hospital last night too. Nobody thought to tell me though. I only found out today because my nanna was mad about it. She'd stayed up til 3am this morning waiting to find out how she was but nobody rang her so she went to bed. Then she found out this morning that my mum is at work today, yet her husband is in bed with a migrane.

My clothes that I ordered for my birthday nights out came today. I'm pretty gutted that they all look disgusting. The one I was most looking forward to makes me boobs look enormous. Which they're not. It doesn't look right at all. And the others just look dreadful. Totally makes the fact that i've lost 5lbs in a week seem pointless. Mehhh.

Smartie

Bethany is so cute.
She used to sing "Scream" by Tokio Hotel but change the words to "Smartie" lol. Now she sings it properly.

Today she's been dancing round the kitchen to "I Like To Move It" and "The Bird Is The Word".