:(

I really want a labrador puppy for my birthday.
There's some for sale near me, black ones <3.
I want a boy one so I can call him Jackson. No reason for the name, I just like it for a dog.

But i'm not allowed one :(
Living with my sister was meant to be cool!
*hopes she reads this and feels guilty for not letting me have one, then gives in!*

Boom Boom Pow!

Today has been pretty awesome :)

This morning, me and Bethany made Oreo milkshakes <3. I'm going to make Jaffa cake milkshakes later! Then, Sarah and Bethany had dippy egg - made by me - and we made fairy cakes for our picnic. I made egg sandwiches and we got ready to go out. We just went to the field across the road but we were out for like, 2 and a half hours. We ate our food and played football and me and Sarah just talked...it was nice :)

The sun made my freckles come out again! Not cool!

I'm not sure what to do now... I want to make jaffa cake milkshakes, read my new book, edit my photos and nap, all at the same time!

Photos from today; they go from last to first though, grr!

WOW.

I haven't updated this for a while...
I totally forgot my log in, oops!

The sad thing is, I don't actually have anything new to update...

I'm living with my sister now, permenantly. We desperately need to move though. There's 5 of us sharing a 2 bedroom house, which doesn't really work but we're making do until we can find somewhere bigger! I really like being here. I mean, anything beats home, but I actually feel like part of the family here. It's nice knowing i'll see my neice every day (even if she does tell me to get away or go home when she's being cranky! lol) and it's also nice to know that my boredom-induced cooking and cleaning is appreciated lol.

The only downside of living here is that I've started taking the dogs out for walks and so every time I put my shoes or jacket on now, they attack me, thinking i'm taking them out. They're big dogs aswell! lol.

I'm still waiting for my childminding registration to come through so I can start looking after kids! I was told it could take up to 9 weeks and i've been waiting 4, so not long left now :) Then I can start getting some proper money! Lord knows I need it.

I was on a bit of a downer last week because I had plans to see Katy Perry and one of my best friends, Lara, was coming to visit because we were going to see her friend Nikk in "Here Come The Boys". All 3 shows got cancelled, as did Lara's visit, so I was pretty bummed. Katy is rescheduled til 25th/26th August though and Lara is visiting in July instead, so all is well :)

I've been making some kick-ass plans for summer, are you ready?;
* Move House
* Pass my driving test
* Have an awesome 21st
* Go camping - my sister's idea
* Have a bonfire on the beach (anyone know if this is illegal??)
* Go to a theme park - my sister's idea
* Have a BBQ - another of my sister's ideas
* Have a picnic with Bethany and Lara (& I want to get some of those huge bubbles to play with!)
* Spend a day at the Metrocentre (go to the cinema/shopping/lunch)
* Make summer scrapbooks

I think it'll be pretty good!

I'm totally obsessed with Tokio Hotel too! You should check them out :) Also, THUKST and the message board. I'm on a roll here, even if you don't like them, go vote for them HERE and get down to your local H&M to buy one of the FAA (Fashion Against Aids) T-Shirts they designed! I doubt there'll be many left though ;)

I'll update again later with loads of photos :)
xo

When it all falls down, i'll still be right here

It's cold!!
I'm watching videos of Ashley Greene and Jackson Rathbone on youtube. I love them, they should have lots of babies. srsly. His real name is Monroe Jackson Rathbone IV haha.
"You will not call that boy Paul!"

So yeah. I'm sitting with my hair in these roller things because I wanted to curl my hair tomorrow and I think it might be too short, so I'm doing a test run haha. Me and my sister are going to Whitley bay for a meal, then for drinks, so i'm digging out all my make up to give that a test run too. I haven't decided what i'm going to wear yet so I can't really decide on my make up either. I want something new to wear but can't really afford it.

I went to Boots today to get a new foundation, it's the new Revlon one.. they were sold out but I tried the tester and it's amazing. It comes out of the tube white but when you rub it in to your skin it matches your skin tone, which is perfect because I can never get one that looks right.

I saw a dead mouse today. It wasn't very nice. It was just lying on its back looking all dead and stuff... I was thinking, if a cat did it, why didn't it just eat the mouse? I feel sick again now.

Today is so boring! I had a meeting this morning with Yourlink and I start my first aid course on Monday. I'm bricking it, tbh. It's only Monday & Wednesday though so it shouldn't be too bad...I hope. I saw my dad at the shops and asked him to wait for me because I was going to be late for my meeting..he kept ringing me while I was in the meeting, then text me to tell me he'd gone home. Thanks dad! My mum is being quite a bitch lately too! After that I just had a wonder round the mall...I posted lots of letters, bought myself a pretty pink bra and some blusher..ooh and I weighed myself. I lost another 1lb. That's 29lbs altogether :D. I seriously don't know where it's going from? My chins are shrinking slightly and the bones in my neck/chest are becoming more prodominent but that's about it. My boobs haven't started shrinking yet, thank god!

I had a filling the other day. HATE. I don't like the dentist at the best of times, but he didn't tell me he was going to give me a filling. So I had to walk round with half of my face numbed! It didn't wear off for 6 hours! I have to have another 2 next time i'm there which I really don't want. Meh.

So now i'm doing all of my washing, replying to emails, listening to the mix cd Chelle made me <3 and then i'm going to fanny about with my make up :)

Toodles xo

This nights a perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue.

I burnt my hand :(
Well, actually, I burnt across the back of my fingers. It hurt.

I've been baking today. Me and Sarah made a corned beef and potato pie and a cheese and onion quiche. Then I made cheese and onion pasties, chorizo and bean pasties, 24 fairy cakes and I have meringues in the oven :)

No photos though, I can't be arsed to take any.

I'm going to proper knuckle down and "revise" for my theory test. Sooner I get it over and done with the better. Then I pass my bloody test!