I don't care.

Hard days made me
Hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing
I take what I want
Take what I need
They say it's wrong, but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through today,
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome
I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care

And no one in this industry
Understands the life I lead
When I sing about my past
It's not a gimmick, not an act
These critics and these trust fund kids
Try to tell me what punk is
But when I see them on the street they got nothing to say

And if I make it through today,
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome
I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care
I don't care...
And now I don't care

I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
That I'm troublesome
I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

Things & Stuff.

So yeah, pretty much everything in my life is SO SO shit at the moment, but I made the most amazing Victoria Sponge Cake tonight so all is well with the world..even if I am fit to burst!
Check it out;

My doggie wanted to join us for dinner;

I wish.

Sometimes I wish people didn't have lives... So mine wouldn't seem so pathetic & so someone might actually want to spend their time with me, making my life have a little bit more meaning to it.

I wish I wasn't messed up and I wish I didn't have the problems I do.

But most of all, I wish I could be stronger and a better person so that the people I care about would actually have a reason to care about me.

Happy New Year?

So, how did everyone's NYE celebrations go?
I really wish I hadn't bothered...
But hello 2009, may you be better than 2008 and bring everybody happiness :)
xo