Hmm!

I don't really have anything to write about, i just want to write cos I feel like i'm in quite a good mood :)

Today has been really lazy. I made something really nice for dinner though. Chicken breast fillet with rice, mixed peppers and roasted cherry tomatoes. nomnomnom!

I finished reading Twilight and i'm now ready to start New Moon! I was planning on having an early night and starting it but that didn't happen so it'll have to wait until tomorrow now. I have to be up at 7am which is going to kill me lol.

I'm going to take Bethany to the shops on the bus tomorrow, we're going to do breakfast with my nanna. Then i think we'll go to softplay. I quite wanted to take her swimming but I prefer Blyth pool for that.

I want my hairdresser to come back!! I desperately need a haircut!! I also need my glasses fixed.. anyone wanna sub me £40? It's rediculous. £40 to fix a scratched lense. My glasses didn't even cost that much!

Me and my sister are going to see about getting our tattoos on Wednesday night. I think we're just going to talk to the people at the shop about what we want and if they can do it, how much it'll cost etc. I've decided on 7 different tattoos i want. But i can't decide on the last one... Pick for me :)

Tattoos

So, I have two already but I really want some more!!
I want one that says "Only God Can Judge Me" down the side of my arm, a rose or something on the back of my neck with an N on one side and an S on the other (my nanna and grandad's initials) and I want a J tattooed on me somewhere but i'm not sure where yet.

I bet I don't get them for yeeears. :(.

I was on bmezine.com and someone has a Twilight tattoo. I'm beyond jealous.
Nearly finished the book now! Can't wait to read the others.

Is anyone watching Sunday Night Project?
I fucking love Snow Patrol. Not as much as Justin (<3) or Alan though.
There's something about an Irish accent...very smooth.
xo

Twilight.

So, i'm like totally obsessed.
I want an Edward Cullen. Actually, no, I want the Edward Cullen.
He's amazing.

I started reading the book on Friday and i'm almost finished it now.
I've watched the movie twice but I still want to see it at the Cinema. Someone needs to come with me to see it!

Hah, it's quite sad that I have nothing else to write about...
Tomorrow i'm baking :) Chocolate cupcakes and corned beef pie. nomnomnom.
xo

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Today me, my sister and Bethany went shopping.

We went to Au Naturale to look for new house things because i'm impatient and need things like, yesterday. Au Naturale got shit though. I got two red candle holders, which are like a cracked glass effect.. they're really pretty. I got some black tea light candles too. I really wanted some red glittery ones. They were just red tealights with a glittery star outline on the top, really pretty. After carrying all the way around the shop..twice, I decided to get the black ones and the red candle holders :)

They had some gorgeous cushions that go with the sofa/sofabed thing I want for my living room too. Half price <3. But I didn't get them because it'd be silly to get them already..

I'm quite excited to move :)
xo

[EDIT]
I forgot, I also bought these to go on the landing :)
I need the one of the boy holding the "love" stone too.

I don't care.

Hard days made me
Hard nights shaped me
I don't know they somehow saved me
And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing
I take what I want
Take what I need
They say it's wrong, but it's right for me
I won't look down
Won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through today,
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome
I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care

And no one in this industry
Understands the life I lead
When I sing about my past
It's not a gimmick, not an act
These critics and these trust fund kids
Try to tell me what punk is
But when I see them on the street they got nothing to say

And if I make it through today,
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cause I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome
I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care
I don't care...
And now I don't care

I'm young and I'm hopeless
I'm lost and I know this
I'm going nowhere fast that's what they say
That I'm troublesome
I've fallen
I'm angry at my father
It's me against this world and I don't care
I don't care.
I don't care.
I don't care.

Things & Stuff.

So yeah, pretty much everything in my life is SO SO shit at the moment, but I made the most amazing Victoria Sponge Cake tonight so all is well with the world..even if I am fit to burst!
Check it out;

My doggie wanted to join us for dinner;

I wish.

Sometimes I wish people didn't have lives... So mine wouldn't seem so pathetic & so someone might actually want to spend their time with me, making my life have a little bit more meaning to it.

I wish I wasn't messed up and I wish I didn't have the problems I do.

But most of all, I wish I could be stronger and a better person so that the people I care about would actually have a reason to care about me.

Happy New Year?

So, how did everyone's NYE celebrations go?
I really wish I hadn't bothered...
But hello 2009, may you be better than 2008 and bring everybody happiness :)
xo